Saturday, September 2, 2023

Meh

 Today I took a chance.  Not sure if it will pay off…but that is life. I am moving into a place of peace. I am on the other side of the dark. But today has shown me I can get thrown back there real quick. So sleep is needed.  No decisions should be made without sleep. 

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